now ive nth better to do,,tuition teacher coming and i have to start studying again,,streaming nxt week onli worx ><,,quite nervous,,it is like,wad if i just make one careless mistake or there r lots of ques which i didnt cover how O.O,,i wld be failing like mad-.-,,i still duno wad subjects i wanna choose larhx,,budden i tink i noe budden i haven decide whether i shld take these subjects or not,,lols,,later all the subjects i choose all not suitable for wad course i wanna take nxt time if i go to jc or poly,,zZz,,how how how how how,,the decisions i make now,,be it education or my personal life or just minor decisions like shld i wear this or tt,,is gonna make a whole big difference in my whole entire life,,one wrong move and i can welcome myself to the world of misery,,i still have lots to tink abt,,like wad am i doing now,,how am i acting and all tt,,no matter wad i wld not drop the habit of helping ppl in everyway i can,,everyone has good in them,,so if ure saying ure pure evil,ure so lying to urself,,wadever bad things we do there wld always be this sparkling light inside of us telling us tt it is wrong and we wld in the end feel guilty or somethin like tt,,but tt sparkling light inside of us is wad makes all of us special,,once we lose tt light we can be considered dead, goners or wadever,,so dun lose this special light god have given u,,its just too precious to lose it,,lols,,

today went out wif family,,quite happi lar,,budden i still prefer to stay at home and play the com xD,,dun usually spend time together as a family lar coz u noe no time and all tt so yea,,happpi o.O,,we went cycling at east coast park,,tellin u arr my father pack the food like goin overseas like tt,,lols,,the whole cycling trip was great lar,,nice view and all tt,,i cycle so fast tt my family was miles away frm me and they cannot kip up o.O,,so i was most of the time cycling solo,,lols,,cycle halfway den bro tell me to turn bak ler coz we cycle abit too far den they tired o.O,,den again i cycled so "fast" tt they cant kip up and miles away frm them,,den finally reach bak to where we first started,,for the whole cycling trip 3 boys whistled at me and 1 said hi -.-,,lucky i was cycling if not i wld not have an excuse to ignore them,,lols,,after tt we went to eat dinner there,,den go sit on the cable car for fun o.O,,actually wan go watch musical fountain one,,budden me and my sis say dun wan go watch so never go watch lor,,lols,,my sis say see liao my bro the mind will go haywire coz of tt lady wearing bubbles onli or wadeva they call tt (pearls? o.O) so young watch hor veri bad habit hahax,,den go bak liao den use com alittle blah blah blah,,k ba i go slp ler,,cyas